I trapped my body in this cage,

to escape the terror from outside.

I tried to numb myself with rage

but charcoal is bleeding from my eyes.

I am naked and ashamed

and they watched me burn down to the ground

I was the fucking one that changed

My highs were my only friends around.

They used me and I did too,

until I was the living dead.

I was the junkie they could screw,

cause I was lost in my own head.

Then I lost myself one day

I hate myself for what I’ve done

I woke up, thankfully saved

but left with nowhere else to run.

I was a monster at best.

I took everything I could find.

I was nearly laid to rest.

I did it all to change my mind.

insertclevernesshere7 asked: If you want to be in a traveling band, just make sure you get a good manager, that was basically what got my dad to go on tour, but that all sounds amazing! lol, so what's your favorite hobby besides writing and music? :P and what's your favorite feature about yourself?

lol yeah, i will. I haven’t even started the band yett. :p

and surprisingly, i like cooking. i can get all domestic sometimes xD

ummm no comment about the favorite feature. hahahah

insertclevernesshere7 asked: good answers! hmm, favorite song to play on any instrument? favorite color? food?

I’m working on a cover of Caught Like A Fly on the piano. And I love playing it.

And then guitar wise? Too fucking many. :p music just feels good. Doesn’t matter what I’m playing.

I kind of gravitate towards black. XD but blues are good. and not the obnoxious like royal blue, like that light oceany blue, whatever the fuck it’s called.

And I love sushi. :3 but nutella as a random food, because it is sweet love in a jar.

insertclevernesshere7 asked: argh. :( I asked you if your house was on fire what three things would you take, and you can't say people, pets, or things too heavy to carry.

my guitar, my poetry book, and ummm…my bag full of guitar tablature?

insertclevernesshere7 asked: That's pretty far north, lol, but that's still cool... So wait, I know you play the piano and are generally more talented than me, but is there anything else interesting about you?

lol uuuhmmm. i can lick my elbow? O_O